Yep this was me. I was a committed feminist activist for 6 years and the amount of infighting plus the kind of content that was rewarded by the internet was actual misandry rather than nuanced perspectives burned me out. Now I just engage with people in real life, assuming good faith, I don't care about broadcasting anymore I am more interested in quiet conversations between people who acknowledge each other's shared humanity and are not going to assume bad faith when having a discussion even about controversial topics.