What? Not at all! I am fortunate enough (for now) not to have to live with chronic pain. But my mother has chronic back pain and it affected her every day. And I have a feeling your pain is as bad, or worse. I think physical pain is in some ways worse than emotional pain, because it usually leads to emotional pain as well. Whereas emotional pain usually doesn't have the physical component. I don't know how (or if) I could deal with the pain you go through!