There’s nothing wrong with it. You may be demisexual. Doesn’t mean you have less of a desire for sex (people sometimes equate it with asexual and it’s not the same thing, I am demisexual and also a complete nympho for sexual pleasure). You can have a raging libido and want sex all the time, but only want sex *with other people* if you have an emotional connection. That’s the case with me. I masturbate daily, often multiple times, and in a relationship I would want to have sex multiple times a day. But I just don’t feel able to have sex with someone unless I know them really well and feel safe and that they care about me on a deep level. Even if they’re hot, I just don’t. Then once that feeling of knowledge is unlocked, I am suddenly super horny for them.

It sucks to not be able to have as much sex as you want, but I have learned to be an expert at giving myself as much pleasure as I want by myself, so that if I am going to have sex with other people, it will be an intimate experience. So far I am content with this decision because I am enough for myself when it comes to pleasure.

*hugs* Best of luck on your journey. ❤