My gods, I am so so very sorry. Your love story is beautiful, although so sad.
It speaks to my fears. My love of my life is in a prison, and that prison is infected with coronavirus. My love has chronic pneumonia so if he gets it it could be deadly. And if he dies, travel restrictions means he would be dead and cremated before I could ever see him, hold his hand, be with him.
I pray that it won’t kill him. Because like you did, we have our own beautiful love story. And we like to think that we are special and that the universe will treat us differently, because we are In Love, and it doesn’t and that’s the worst.