Interesting perspective around healing. Can you clarify, are you saying that you will never be truly healed and that you will constantly need to be seeking healing for your past trauma for the rest of your life? Because that seems to be the argument.
"If you think you're healed and whole, you're not it's just a temporary reprieve from pain".
Just because you're healed doesn't mean you might not suffer in the future or feel pain again. But I do absolutely believe that you can fully heal from past trauma and move on with your life. It won't erase what happened but you won't need to 50 years on, be still processing something that happened in childhood.