I really hope that your death happens that way. <3

I have thought about my own ideal death too. Even though it's not something I expect to happen soon. I hope it will be at the end of a long life, and that my loved ones will be there. I want to not be in pain. I want to be aware. I want electronic music to be playing (there's a particular piece by Vangelis that I love) and perhaps a recording of Alan Watts talking softly about the infinite Self.

Ideally I would be able to be outside, and it would be a sunny day, I would be under a tree, shaded by the leaves but able to be surrounded by the sounds of birds and the rustle of leaves.

I've had mystical experiences before. I want death to feel like that. Dissolving into the All.