Except again that's not what most "spiritual" people feel. A boddhisatva for example, is an enlightened person who goes back to the world to help reduce other people's suffering. If you feel love or empathy for people, as the spiritual path suggests is the true state of the universe, then you want them to feel joy and peace and not to suffer.
It's like in your mind you just assume the worst of everyone, and you find it incomprehensible that people can feel empathy and care about people.
The world isn't that irredeemably awful my dude. As someone who has read most of your articles, the running theme is:
religion is awful
atheism is awful
spirituality is awful
evolution/nature is awful
humanity is awful
philosophy/morality is futile
We get it, you're depressed, cynical and a nihilist.